SUCKS
Thursday, August 31 @ 12:31 PM
Teck Ghee's principal SUCKSS...
ACES Day cancelled, concert was just OKOK && Gaillie dear ,you played great.
You sound more like a CD to most people...Giggless
I'm drenched and bored at home
NOT GOING BACK TO TECKGHEE AGAIN THIS YEAR!~~


'Hidayah

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forget him
Wednesday, August 30 @ 8:05 PM
I Know you aint worth a tear drop but I MISS YOU...
GRR... Forget HIM, Forget HIM~~
Stupid lar. Cried to sleep yesterday, all of a sudden thought of you and the moments we had...








FOR THE LAST TIME, NURUL HIDAYAH BINTE HASSAN, FORGET HIM!!!
Stupid me... fall in love with him for what??? Get heartbroken only!!!


'Hidayah

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Tuesday, August 29 @ 4:23 PM
The rules:
1. Bold the statements that are true to you.
2. Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
3. Leave the Fibs alone.
4. Then stab 5 people to do the same thing.


I miss somebody right now.
I do not want TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I am TOTALLY smart.
I have broken someone's bone.
I am paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it is 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now. ($.$)
I like sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.(fake lashes 4 dance)
I could not survive without Caller I.D
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
So hidden, even I do not know what it is.
I am always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.( hmm...)
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in track pants or PY pants.
I love to shop.
I would rather shop than eat.
I do not hate anyone.
I am a pretty good dancer.
I am completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I have rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do with the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I have called the cops on a friend before.
I am not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.(sometimes)
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friends.(if they would die for miee)
I think Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candies.
I watch spongebob squarepants and I love it.
I am happy at this moment.
I am obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I have met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot whenever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on make-up.
I plan to achieve a major goal/dream.
I am proficient in a musical instrument.
I work at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I want to college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fell for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I cannot live without black eyeliner.
I do not know why the hell I did this thing.
I cannot whistle.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I have written in.
I cannot stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees are a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I cannot stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, the more nonsensical the better.
I am an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

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ermm
@ 3:54 PM
The God brother turns out to be COUSIN!!!
Yeapss...My God brother's cousin...
Hokayys && his voice is the same as the BASTARD, same height, wears specs like that BASTARD oso and also STM~~ not sure yet but should be lar, He say he would call me at 9 turns out he never called at all...
ARGH!!!

'Hidayah

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Sunday, August 27 @ 12:56 PM
Yesterday went to Cik Elah's house for Firdaus's birthday...
&& Daniella was there!!! MISS her sooo much,too bad she's going back to Sarawak on the 30 August. She's having her holidays now that's why she's here in Singapore...
Too bad Kak Sheila and Kak Shasha wasnt here, Kak Sheila having her SPM,good luck for it!!

Daniella Dania Trisha went swimming and I cant cozz of the cycle of the woman's body thank you~~
After swimming we went to watch Entity Bukti...it's about real ghosts~~LIVE on tv... SCARY sial!!!
At night after talking to Rizal on the phone couldnt sleep cozz kept on thinking about it...
Haix,, dah sah lah aku nie PENGECOT...I asked my sis to sleep with mee.

That's it...I'm done

'Hidayah

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official
Friday, August 25 @ 8:25 PM
Ok...Its official that i've broken up with that amir pembastard. After about 1h after the sms he msg-ed me,some guy want to knal2 with me.
I dunno who arh and like of a sudden we sms-ed me mcm kiter dah jumpe.
He's my god brother's god brother so you know...
&& the most surprising thing is that he ask me out for a date and i'm like...OK i just broken up with someone!!!

He sounds like a gentleman which i luurrrvvee...
Intro of him... name of Rizal( remind me of my dance instructor)
Regent Sec
15
NA

That's all ii know... && amir just sms-ed me..."Sorry..youre always be in my heart..i luv u.."
Whateverlah!!!

'Hidayah

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broke
Thursday, August 24 @ 3:39 PM
I'm single back and ii am not sad about it...
Wonder why~~
Maybe he is just not worth my tears...
Fcuker bastard!!!
That Amiruddin bin Azhari Abdullah!!! && ii remember his full name, how dumb can ii be??

This was what his new "gerlfrewn" texted me..
"Hi ni hidayah eh?Ni matair baru amir..Nak saya awak tak perlu tau.. Saya tau yg saya lebih syg kan dia daripada wak syg kan dia.. Jadi awak jgn nak shock sendiri.. Antara awak ngan amir sudah tidak ade ape2 lagi.. Jadi saya harap bahawa anda bahagi kerane anda tidak syg kan amir.. Jadi tlg jgn ganggu amir lagi kerane dia dah milik sya.. itu saje yg saya nak ckp kat awak.. tlg paham perasaan matair saya. jgn talipon lagi.. Amir cakap die sygkan kamu.. Bye."

And this are the exact thing she said. VERY BAD MALAY if you asked me...I never would habb thought that you would take someone sooo stupid as your gerlfrewn.Yang SHOCK sendiri tu kau, bukan aku. I dont care lar actually. What hurt me is that he timed me... If break first then have new gerlfrewn ok lar but this... PENGECOT 100%!!!He never said he would break with me but from this msg I know already so... No point crying for you BASTARD~~

&& I feel sad a little bit only... strange huh? Yeapp... now I'm Single and Free

'Hidayah


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Tuesday, August 22 @ 4:25 PM
Took this from SERI's site... YESH, ii habb nuthing to dozZ...


7 Random facts about me:-
`iim a straight gerll, KEVIN!!!
`iim not a cleaning type of person
`iim in lurbbe(:
`iim a laughing machine
`iim a high pitcher
`iim GROWING taller!!!
`iim HIS now and forever*

7 things that scares me:-
*God Almighty
*dropping my fone againn!!
*seeing people hurting themselfss
*DOGS except Buddy
*lossing HIM*
*my father's eyes
*getting into trouble with the LAW

7 Favourite Music at the moment:-
~Cinta Tiga Segi
~That's what i go to school for
~Total Eclipse of the Heart
~Tokyo Drift
~Aku ada Kerna Kau ada
~Sudah tu Sudah
~Budak2 zaman Sekarang

7 Things I like most:-
=SWEETheart's loveee
=my iPod...thanks Dad
=the state iim in now
=exam's aarree OVER!!
=i like EVERYTHING
=EVERTHING
=&&did ii say EVERTHING??

7 LUCKY people to do this:-
-Gaillie
-SWEETheart...damn he doesnt habb a blog
-anyone lar

Pass on. Haha. =))

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Thankss
Monday, August 21 @ 8:49 PM
Thankss Dad for the iPod...
So now that I have an MP3 player, can i have a new handphone?? *TAK TAU MALU
Dont know why my father so good to me nowadayss...maybe because he want me to study.PERHAPS3

Went for Dance just now and realised I totally hate ZAPIN...
&& I have nothing else to say.

i lurbbe amir~
&& gailie
&&family
&&dania
&&trisha

just to let you peeps know ii dont only love one person

&& arie TOO

'Hidayah

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HYM...
Wednesday, August 16 @ 8:18 PM
Yes...went to meet him yesterday and got scolded just because i reach home at 6pm, kiwek sial!!!
I dont need to tell you peeps the details during the meeting~
Just one thing you have to know...followed him to jamming...then the rest its up to you
For me to know,for you to find out.

Had the Malay shoting thing today from 8am to 6.30pm,so sial arh!!!Like working hours!!
Had to clip up the hair, wore powder and had manymanymany CUT!!!Shit arh that Mahsyur guy...
Went home with Sarah and when we were at Toa Payoh Interchange,I saw one of the person who was jamming yesterday...Not surpring coz It's A Small World afterall.
When on the 88 bus,saw the 'apek' at the jamming thing yesterday and I was like soo OMG!!!
He kept on looking at me coz he recognize me I guess...SO SHIT!!!

And now I'm in an empty house...BRILLIANT!!!

i lurbbe amir~

Lovingly,
'Hidayah

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Monday, August 14 @ 7:49 PM
24 hours is never enough...

Had to take the whatever school survey shit aka 3S. The questions were down right pathetic.One of the question asked " Do you like your school?" and I answered Agree.Then the next question was the same question and I agreed again. Then about 3 pages afterwards,this question asked "Do you really like your school?" and I put Disagree!! It was SOOOO nonsensical to me.I hate it ...

And what's more we need to stay back for Maths just because we missed the lesson. STUPID boon yean woman...Hate her!!! And her subject!!! And tomorrow is Maths common test. Studied the paper that woman gave only. Just trying to memorise it...

Went for this Malay shooting practice after school which I thought made no sense.The person who was there looked gay!Honest! It was so cold and boring and we had to write about Spiderman Lelaki Labah2 .Haix...Teachers have nothing to do these days.Arie sms-ed me in the middle of the thing asking me to accompany her to the Singapore Idol Result Show!!!I want to go but I cant!!!ARGH!!!

And SWEETheart just sms-ed me saying he's not calling tonight so anyone who has nothing to do, do call me up...if you know me...No. 9423 something-something-something-something.

OK after that went for Malay dance for only 30 mins-_-. No use of going...

And my brother's leg is stuck to the bicyle pedal...how convinient~~

i lurbbe amir~

Lovingly,
'Hidayah

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Thursday, August 10 @ 3:23 PM
Ok let's start with Tuesday

TUESDAY

Went to see the fireworks at 9 but could only see the reflections because it was jam packed with lots of cars.10 minute firework, countless hours of stuckness in the car.
After getting out of the jam,at about 10pm,went to eat at Beach Rd.Went home at about 11.15pm.
SWEETheart called at about 11.35pm and talked.And then like the usual silence for a few minutes...then hang up at about 2.30am...lurrrvvveeesss

WEDNESDAY

Went to Johor.Luckily not jam because my father used the Tuas way.Went to JUSCO.Ate at pizza hut. SHOPPED.SHOPPED.SHOPPED.
At about 4pm,went to Tekka Mall to by Cik Linda's food blender.
And I saw the wierdest thing there...LOTSSS of Indian guys are holding hands,SOOOOOOO GAY!!!
Ahahaz!
SWEETheart called at 10.15pm to 2.55am...lurrrvvveeesss

THURSDAY

Today went to Mustaffa Center just to walk around and then to Northpoint then to Bukit timah then to home...
Yes, i hope SWEETheart call again today!!!

i lurbbe amir~

Lovingly,
'Hidayah
Yes,I hate today.Dont know why

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Sunday, August 6 @ 12:53 PM
Went to Cik Elah's CONDO yesterday...
Went swimming there,waited for Dania and Trisha for 2hrs!Haix!
OK we went to the pool then to the Furo Bath then to the pool again then to the Furo Bath again then to the pool again...
Got really exhausted.I was the first one to leave the swimming pool.Usually I would be the last.Maybe because I'm growing...Sec 2 katekan.
After swimming lepak2 at Cik Elah's house,slept for awhile,tired what!
Left at about 5PM due to Cik Hussein need to fetch CikNisa from the airport.
Slept again at home till about 8PM...
SWEETheart sms-ed me at 9.37PM to 10.01PM
i sms-ed Boi Awwaz 10.18PM to 12.03 AM
Cant sleep yesterday,now so tired...Haix

Lovingly,
'Hidayah

i lurbbe amir~

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One word
Wednesday, August 2 @ 5:19 PM
One word to describe Science Common Test...SUCKS!!!

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Hmm...
Tuesday, August 1 @ 3:06 PM
Argh...tomorrow Science common test,so lazy to study.
So farking bored right now.
This are the times when I keep thinking about SWEETheart. Will be meeting him this Thursday like other Thursdays.Haix, cant wait for Thursday.
And there will be no school on Thursday...YEAH!!! Not that I dont like school, it's just that I think I need sometime to rest.Yea right...
I've been sleeping in classes especially English and Literature.Mrs Singh doesnt seem to care so just go ahead.
Got second place for the "My friend My buddy" competition.And the present we* me and gail* got were bisciuts-_- cheapskate sial!!!
BORED BORED BORED!!!

i lurbbe amir~

With love,
'Hidayah

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